Anna LOVE

2009-12-09T00:06:00.001+08:00

RELINK!

www.yuzukiisageek.blogspot.com

2009-11-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

Will link all sweeties soon<3

changed to yuzuki as kichi dint have a meaning=.=..
So from now yuzuki is me :D wont be changing it again !

2009-11-18T01:35:00.002+08:00

Kichi is TIRED..
went to tamp to meet sis at around 5.30
Caught the 6.45 astroboy @ gv.
Super niceeeee! ate salty popcorn too<3
Then headed to century square and watch the 9.15 2012..
not bad though i kept yawning,,
Ended around 11+ and headed to the posb as sis's friend needed to xfer $$..
While waiting saw guanli, only dunno whether is him anot :O
walked halfway and decided to take bus 21..
& ... goodnights

2009-11-15T20:04:00.002+08:00

あああああ！体が痛い！歩いてもできない！足は動けない！
大変です！！！

2009-11-12T19:01:00.003+08:00

何か悲しいね。。
私の気持ち、誰もわからない。
愛は本当に信じられない。。。

Shirleyチャン、元気でね！笑って！
だいせつの友達だから。

あのね、バイトは来週から始まるよ。

じゃ、バイバイ。

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH KARKHENG !!
-know you for bout 4 years ler, and can say you changed ALOT! grow tall tall , taller
than me kay?! Thanks for the laughter and everything up til now, cheering me up when
i'm sad and being a great friend as well as gan di<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANG MIN !!
-HOYYO minmin<3 been long since we last went out together, but those sec 1 days are
missed dearly! i love you meimei<3 hoho giants<3
-

2009-11-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

今日は学校終わり、すぐバス停おsammyに待ってて。
Yishunでバスに行きました。
でもね。。。training　じゃなくて、 seｃond interview　だよ。
だから、私はすごっく怒った。
六時に終わり、タクシイで帰る。
運賃は＄２２．９５　です。
今破産した。。。残念でした。。。

Its not perfect japanese..
But i'll be posting it in japanese whenever i feel like.. If you can't read.. too bad :O
anyways...

Today, after school, bussed to Yishun with sammy.
They told us was training but ended up as second interview.
Was very angry.. as we had to memorise things about the shoe within 15 min.
I look at the guy's face, i totally stun there, mind go blank.
Total failure, guess i won't get the job..
If i don't get the job, it means i would have wasted aaround $20 on cab fare.
As well as my precious amount of time.
Rained heavily.. Me and sammy didn't have an umbrella so had to walk in the rain..
Since she couldn't run, held her hand and walk fast fast..
Those people at the kopitiam are wierd, couldn't bother with the.. "SO SWEET"
Got a cab and cabbed back home. total bill was $22.95. Which drained my money away=.=..
Slotting flyers this saturday so i presume i'll earn about $50 =O.. At least i can bank in to get back my $500 savings =.=..
Today sucks. byebye.

2009-11-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

頭が痛いです。
今日はすごっく楽しい！
物理学の時間速く終わりだ。楽しみだから。
家に帰る、そして休んでします。

私はバイトお探します！

2009-10-22T16:09:00.002+08:00

In memory of Bambam -
Always there for me, be it crying laughing or studying..
Never fail to give me warmth or be a huggable bolster at night when its cold.
Passed away due to old age but will never be forgotten..
<3

2009-10-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

let's just say i'm not in a good mood cause the results were crap..

Stupid smelly pants kor as daoster as always.

Chatted with JM throughout the way home. Ty LJM for cheering me up otherwise i think i would be crying my entire trip.

Stupid HJ talking crap and making me laugh =X but i enjoy it. HAHAHAHAS.

Thx shirley for worrying about me, love you lots. like sun moon.. something something de. can't rmb...HMMM... NVM I"'LL TELL YOU WHEN I RMB IT! :D

should i buy maple ppc ? =O

2009-10-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

Badtz Maru<3

Keroppi! <3

Aren't they like cute cute CUTEEEEE!??!?!?!

Exam papers are murderous..
I predict i'm gonna fail badly!

2009-10-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

Refrained from maple
Refrained from talking
Shutting myself out again
The barrier will be thicker
The wall will be stronger
I'm sorry people
I've let you down
Pretending to be someone else
I thought it was easy
Those smiles you see each day arent true
I can't carry on, it feels like i'm lying
I'm sorry but i'm back to who i used to be
Cold, Alone and silent
Hate it or love it, it's my choice.

2009-10-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

Each time i dream, i end up crying
Trying to recall what took place.
Those old memories keep haunting me
However much i want to forget
Those flashbacks, those scenes
It keeps replaying
I feel scared, helpless and so alone
Fears, phobias .. they never go away
Maybe time will cure but mine will continue haunting
Until the end of time will i forget those traumas

Exams started~ blogging only on sundays i guess :O

2009-09-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

you are you and him was him.
But you were the same as him
& I was the idiot who got stuck inbetween

I've given up on love
It never seems to last
However sweet it may be
It always end up bitterly
Don't say you love me
When you don't really mean it
Cause now i know
Its always lies behind it
once bitten twice shy
I'll stay away from love
It's making my heart shatter
I hope i'll never have to mend a broken heart again
Even after years the scar still remains
When i die, how many scars will there be?
-KICHI`ANNA-

i'm tired of love, tired of everything around me
When i take those pills will it end my suffering?

Not gonna blog for awhile~
Goodbye, Sayonara~
Hello Dead blog!

2009-09-27T09:37:00.003+08:00

I'll most probably be rotting at home today :)
#1 - it looks like its going to rain
#2 - Yet to finish f&n
#3 - My tummy still hurts & i refuse to go for a scan!

Going out next sat instead!

If this was a dream, i'd never want to wake up

2009-09-26T19:36:00.005+08:00

I HAVE A NEW CRAVING FOR KEROPPI, BADTZMARU&POCHOCCO!!!
THEIR SOOO CUTE!!!!
^v^

Can SOMEBODY go out study with me tmr :((((
GO NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST ALSO CAN :(((
I don't have the motivation to study when i'm alone or at homeeeee!!!
And i can't concentrate=((

Slept the entire afternoon :D <3

2009-09-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

Was it all just my imagination?

Shirley deary is lovedd lovedd and ultraman-y loves!
:) Thank you darling, those words cheer-ed me up!

Schooled as per normal!
Lots of extra lessons for the upcoming days before exams!
1 fact about MrLim. We laugh at his jokes even if its not funny!
WuQi never come today so had relief(Selfstudy) !
The 3 dumb boys, Waikiat, Jason and Benedict never fail to make me laugh!
Super hilarious! Laughed until my stomach hurts!
Then Xueming go backdoor suddenly from behind " HIE"
I chuatio ><.. Jason flew out of his chair and shout "YOU ASSHOLE!"
everybody started laughing, facial expression was priceless!
I'm happy at where i'm seated<3

Rushed out after school cause daddy was waiting opposite school
Went to LP to buy chengteng and bro's lunch
Then they fetched me to tuition.
I messaged Edmund(BOIBOIx3) without even knowing!ROFLMAO!
Felt sleepy during the first hour..
After tuition, walked around, find busstop..
Stomach pain was killing me.. probably gastric again..
Every 5 min will start hurting.. Then bus got no seat so had to stand thoughout the 45 min which is only the busride.

I'm gonna sleep now~ Baibai<3

2009-09-24T22:49:00.003+08:00

fuhhhh!
slept during Kala lesson.. she claimed i stare at myself in mirror for the whole 30 min=.=
so i got pissed and started screaming !
Thank you Jason for returning all our plates!
gosh i feel so evil.. last person to finish has to return plates=X
Hmmm. nothing interesting~

Rushed outta school and waited 30 min for bus ..
Reached TM at 3 + and met up with smelly pants lanlan kor, smelly pants dasao and edmund.
4pm show. Chatted with Bel while waiting<-- evil master number 1 !
First impression. they very scary =X
a $10 note kept flying right and left. =.=
Must threaten then stop de x.X
"accident" quite.... boring and bloody!
Aww the evil couple sooooo sweet ! but it doesnt change the fact they're EVIL!
They walked me to the traffic light and i took a bus home~

P.S. THANK YOU EDMUND SWEETIE FOR DROPPING POPCORNS ON ME!
BEL IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY CUTE!
ALAN IS VERY VERY VERY VERY PANDA-ISH. WIN ME LER. <-- evil master number 2!

Bel & Alan is my master!
But admit it, i already more pro than both of you! =DDDDDDD

2009-09-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

So here i am ~ trying to study but getting no motivation.
Guess i'll try to sleep early and study tomorrow.

Had dreams while sleeping in class.. odd ones actually >.>
& for some reason.. i felt scared.. like i'm scared of the past, my history..
Can't remember much though... is that good?

Study, ate, talk-ed, played, laughed, screamed, pissed, stress, headache!
Shirley dearest please cheerup :))

Here's SOME maple SS-es O.o........

babyATSUNA & `xia0behbeh

Cheese, he dresses very nicely :)

someone,me,and maguire di

Fallensoul, me, sia0ki4d3sin

My ex maple stead . super funneh ;D

iFort & xSTEFF nuer<3333

Anna & michelle <3333

And here's long overdue photos ~ <33

Me & melissa <3

Mel,Me,Sookwai

Me and syakirin during F&N =P (i'm good girl)

My absolute favourite, strawberry ice pop<33333333

OkOk... i know you all are gonna show this face soon..

Taddahhhhhh! [wen babe,fickle,me,boiboi]

STUDY / SLEEP period :)
Baibai <3

2009-09-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

Annanananananananananana has nothing to dooooooooooooo!
Staying at ahma house in Yishun so no maple maple and internet very slow slow.

Went out with KikoTeng<3 yesterday,
met her on the train at tampines before heading down to simei
She pei-ed me send my phone for repair <333333 kisses<33333
Then train-ed down to Somerset.
Supposed to go see her rainbow bag but...
We couldn't find any bag there.. x.X
So in the end.. the trip was like.... Zzzz.. to put it short..
Me and KikoTeng train-ed from Simei to Somerset to buy Oreo donut !

Ahhhhh! I feel wierd without a phoneeeee =(
So difficult to contact anyone derhhs.

Chatted with Smelly Alan kor & his GirlF bel and Edmundmund yesterday
Kup-ed at 4+ -5
After mundmund kup horh..
I kena bully by the couple but mostly by smelly kor only x.X
Dammm evil can bully the lightbulb in conference!
Sighs.. dont want talk to that couple le la .. T.T

Ohoh, here's pictures of long long ago :)
nothing to do here so post lo!

{Me,Sandy,Jingyi,Valerie}

{Kheng Di}

My lollipop <3

{ShiHui}

That's about it :)

2009-09-17T15:08:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to school today either.
Had fever and now flu..
Msging HJ ~ lololx! <-- aladdin ><
Work piling up again and again.. missing out on loads of info each time i'm absent =(
Maple-ed, AFK-ed, maths<3
My life is pretty dull=(

KABOOM!!

2009-09-16T17:37:00.002+08:00

I feel like crap..
Wanna vomit but nothing comes out.
X.x... doctor says its probably food poisoning..
Gahhh! hope i'm better by tomorrow! =(

Thanks Kiko for carrying my bag
Thanks ppl who were worried x.X
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

2009-09-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

The RedMoons' out tonight~
<3<3<3

Given up on rl love
Preventing hurts once again
Gonna be bob the builder and start building 4 walls
Love to the point you can feel your heart shatter
Don't wanna live through that anytime soon
<3<3<3

Aww the redmoon turned yellow
<3<3<3

Thanks yiting for walking with me circles after circles at fareast just to find a job with me<3
<3<3<3

Don't speak, your eye tells the truth
Don't say iloveyou on computers, it carries no meaning
Fantasy from fairytales nvr do come true
<3<3<3

I'll keep to my promise of no stead while studying
which means.. after o lvls
Unless its a guy who can make me trust 100%
but, i don't think anyone can actually
Close to impossible
<3<3<3

Relationship spoils friendships
Dont want to risk that again
<3<3<3

Fantasy is wayyy different from reality
<3<3<3

2009-09-06T21:37:00.001+08:00

Blogging again.. I guess=O

2009-08-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

-Love scars, jealousy kills, reality hurts-

To me, love is a word, without any meaning.
A word i can dump inside the toiletbowl and flush it down without hesitation
Dont say "iloveyou" when you don't mean it
It hurts after even though it doesn't show.

Boring as usual..
Cried and cried and cried..
Nothing much to talk about though..
Was dam pissed with MsWoon due to GB and jap class clash thingy.
She accused me of NOT attending GB, what i already know blah blah blah.
My father paid before telling me, so it's like i don't have a choice .
Or she wanna pay ? refund me then i go GB?
Not my fault i go she never go can?
I go she never mark attendance = i never go.
She is sooooo proooo lehs.
bullpoops. i was soo angry i didn't even bother to let her finish her sentence.
Just turned and walk away.
Punched the wall outside classroom afew times making my knuckles red>.>
FangTheng said i was a nutcase =O
Ate ice cream with FT while walking back homeeee
Saw Kheng di on the way toooo
Went hoome, planned on making cookies for tmr celebration BUT..
there ain't any butter .. so forget it=)

-Love scars, jealousy kills, reality hurts-
Forgot whats trusting & believing
Was i always this dumb to con
Each time you open your mouth
I can predict what you'll say
Those words were just figures of speech
Carrying no meaning at all
"iloveyou,bemine,forever,184,3344,1314,ireallyreallyloveyou,imissyou"
take them to the thrash, throw it to the dumpster
Never ever wanna trust those words again
(nth happened to me. i just feel emo this few days>.>)

2009-08-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

Majority of pics were hurried so turned out... fugly..

mapled and steff nuerh pei-ed me till 4..
Afk-ed and did homework and stuff.
Couldn't find anything to wear so i left the house at 5.15 when i'm supposed to BE at the busstop..
Bussed to Tampines.
Kinda regretted going cause all i didn't know de..
But, majority were friendly luh.. But i still feel outta place leh...
shuttle bus there, felt queasy halfway..
reached, camped outside...
Wait, wait, wait. dhen went in.
Sang,Jumped,Camwhored,Talk,NewFriends,Junior,Speech,Sang,Stand,Sit etc etc etc.
Ate, drink, Byes~
w/e, i lazy give precise details.
Might be going for this week service if i'm game for it.=D

Tuesday~

Told cher i sprain my hip. She say no mc still must run.
So i walk luh.. Dhen Mr chong say ok, continue.
I walk until her there she say
"First round and you're already walking, not putting in any effort"
I shoot her back then she ask me don't run already. Go report to MsLim take 5 stations=.=
Like yooo? I can't walk properly you want me jump?
Blahh.
Recess~ F&N<3333333333333 ~ boredom~
UNSW was... ... no calculator! F5!
I'm missing all those 10-13 absentees=(

2009-07-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

super pissed off withthe nyaa rehersal thing..
pissed off even more in maple.
i spent my entire day pissed..
..

Enough of all the false lovings.
Lost enough tears
Felt enough pain
Seen you walk past
Now there's nothing again.
Don't talk about "love" when you don't even know me.
If you can't respect my decision, there'll only be unhappiness.
To hell with all the false "loves"
Its too good to be real
don't wanna go through the same experience again.

2009-07-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

Shirley watching "tuts my barreh"

Her pedicure by me=)

Inperfect heart shape

Pictures will do the talking of what we did.
Soooo. ENJOY=DD

Barkers with pebbles smelly feet=)

Currently mapling, slacking with steff nuerh<3
So byebye~

2009-07-26T01:34:00.002+08:00

we were eating CREAM pie=.=

Yum?=X

Sya & me

MwackS!

Grace=X slpyhead

gudgerls of F&N

No comment.

=.=..

Anna(By atiqah) , Tuna ( by meeeee)

I'm lame=.-

Messy tables <3

Barkus=D *ball same size as his head!*
Shirley sexy leg!

TALLY!

Geek<3

Relief! Blur shadow = XUEMING!

Waikiat: -Hits Jason's shoulder-
Jason: AHHHHH, FK!
Waikiat: Ni hai hao mah?!! Ni hai hao mah?!?!
Everyone laughs-

TARDY PANTS

Kiko and Azlin~

Murderer~ =D Psst- The one on the right. SILENT KILLER!

<333

So, Thats all=.=
sry for the short captions~
Hohoho~

Knew it was too good to be true
I nearly trusted you
Finally cleared things up
Realised what an idiot i was
I told you my past
But you lead me on
Now i sank deeper
A deeper scar there is
But thank you
For clarifying things
My feeling for you
Was just increasing
Not at the peak
Forgetting should be easier
I hope.
Love is just a game
I'm the fool
Always being played

2009-07-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

I just had the wierdest & dumbest dream ever..
I dreamt that the guy i liked(crush).. came to my blog.. and knew i was referring to him..
Ironic isn't it.
I can't believe i'm that dumb to had a dream like this..

PHONE CONFISCATED- DONT MSG

2009-07-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

Fell asleep while Ong was giving his speech..
Slacked in the sun ticking the boxes..
Vandalised the brick floor tiles.
Slept during history cause its boring...
F&N FTW! slacked in comp lab again=D
Kalaful lesson afterwards.

Loyang point with SW~
Mac mac again.
Bought scrapbook..
About to do now. so byebye~

You have no idea how crazy i am over you

2009-07-20T16:53:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH!
I'm soooo SORRY SOOKWAI!!!!!!
=(((((((((((((( MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES!!
Jason too xiasuay.. Pass the phone to him only, Shafie walked in dhen " Pass me your phone"
AHHHHHHHHH =(((
Now i've got no phone again.... And i caused SW phone to be confiscated...
1 month,,, GAHHHH

Feelings won't be known unless conveyed to that person.
I don't wanna sound like a over obsessed teenager.
But i'm starting to fall for you.
Those who know who the "you" is, please shutup=) tyvm
I don't know if you even read my posts or visit my blog for that matter.. but i do go to your blog to check on updates..
Like i said. I'm a love struck teenager and doesn't noe when to stop. Irritating is what i call myself actually.

This is meant to be a song.. But i could only come up with 2 verses..
The start and the ending..

Don't walk away from my life
It's not the end , i hope
After everything thats happened
Are you gonna let it go

You meant the world to me
I hope i did too
You are my past
You are my present
My future i hope
Don't tell me what to do
What to say
What to think about you
I only know that I love you~

Don't copy please, Be original!
Unfinished! -.-

2009-07-19T14:40:00.002+08:00

Mistakes, Misunderstandings, Misconceptions.
I don't want to fall in love.
I don't want to go through sufferings
I don't want to lose a friend

Maple Maple Maple Maple Maple~
Stopping after today!
Mugging for tests and tests and more tests!
Searched for "gazette" and "uroha"
Listened to the songs, and didn't really understand what they were singing actually=/
But Uroha is hawt in a sexy girl kinda way.
=X
Lazy to blog recently, Pictures will be updated when i am feeling happy.
Buaiiisss

2009-07-16T19:32:00.003+08:00

Yay I'm a bitch!
Yay I'm a shameless whore
Yay I'm hongster
Yay I'm a screwed up person
WHATEVER! Can't give poop to what you people think anymore.
Say whatever you want. DOESN'T concern me no more.
I don't know what in the world has overcomed me to post those mushyy posts=.=.
Please ignore those cause i really don't want ppl asking me whats going on.
Lost. Guide me the way

Had gastric today due to not eating.. =(
After school-
Wanted to get the 2.45pm slot for harry potter
But dict had to do "things"...
So me and Shirley waited .. And we ended up deciding on the 3.45pm show
Bought the tickets and walked ard toy'r'us Laming around.
Bought SALTED popcorn!!! & drinks!
Congragulated dict on getting molested by a guy!
Okay, was quite humourous actually.. I MEAN THE GUY SITTING BESIDE DICt! ROFL
It's bad to laugh at people! =XX
Toilet dhen went homeeeee=D

2009-07-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

& before i knew it, he was special to me and i love him.
I don't want him walking outta my life
Despite all the lies, i still <3 him.
It's just that i don't want to admit it.
& now we aren't even friends which i must say
is practically my fault..
to me, love = holding hands, trusting, patience, sharing and such..
I tend to compare all guys to my previous boyfs and thats when i start to doubt each and everyone of them. i feel insecure..
I made countless mistakes and this is one of them. Which is why i want us to remain friends..
"Too late, It's over" <- It's all too familiar .
Sayonara, i hope you find a person who's worth your love

2009-07-15T10:31:00.005+08:00

Didn't go to school since my stomach muscles are aching like fk due to the situps yesterday>.>
Sorry shirley honeyyyyy couldn't walk with you to school today=(

Falling in love and crushin on someone SUCKS!

*+*+If ignoring me after i said certain things is your way of caring for me. I'd rather no one did. Messages after messages and i got no reply after that. I hate this. What the heck did i do wrong this time? Nothing works out fine. Did you even mean the things you said to me? Was i right in not trusting? Maybe i really ain't cut out to love - Just walk out of my life like everyone else, i'm used to it already. I won't cry a river like i used to, cause i know that's how life is. This feeling of loneliness despite having friends ain't new to me. I truly faithfully sincerely hope we are still friends. I hate my life, should i really be living.

Hope's lost. Please let me forget my past and start anew

2009-07-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

F&N FTW! <3333333

Lazy to upload pics, as usual.

Look at how dumb 3/6 actually is.

Instrustor: What am i here for today?
Benedict: SEX!
-
MrsSheri: They will be here to educate you
Asyraf: HUH? EJECULATE?
-

The entire class was practically laughing their asses off=X

* I didn't cheat your feelings. Thats the way i am. If you really "loveeeE" me, you will not get angry with me over the slightest matters and make me do things that i dont want to. I do like you, but it's difficult to trust .. Your choice.

byebye all

2009-07-13T16:59:00.002+08:00

Once again , i was made a fool.
Believing every word that you said.
You made me trust,
a thing i couldn't do
& you rip it all away
Dumb is me, liar is you
I don't wanna fall for your trick again
Those same words
All without a meaning
Don't wanna hear it no more no more
I'll never make the same mistake twice
Leave me alone, to be who i wna be.
Don't you care, just keep moving on
You're the one who made me like this.
Aint no blaming you
Its actually the truth
Am i wrong to say that
After everything i've been through
Tell me, tell me
what do you wna do
Was it all a lie,
which parts were true
Did you mean anything that you said
Go away, i dont wna see you again
Its only right that i will
Feel like that

Cancel chinese project since the guys were busy.
Went white sands with shirley to "finish" the project
But we were too lazy=X
So we ate Burger king, and added a hershey sundae pie .
And mannnnn i feel grossed out!
I felt like i was eating CREAM!
Soft cream!
Walked around after that.
Couldn't find my file.
Lazy to post pics=X
Baibai!

*Boys say girls are scary when they're PMS-ing*
*Girls say boys are scary when they're Horny!*

2009-07-12T20:23:00.005+08:00

Pain killing from inside out, was i wrong to shut others out.
It was merely a dream, a fantasy, nothing from reality.
A crush, a lover, does it matter?
They're all the same, one day they will walk away.
Say sayonara without another word and leave forever.
Am i dumb to say it never existed?
I was the idiot who trusted yet got betrayed
Am i wrong to not trust again after what i've been through?
Don't tell me what to do cause it falls on deaf ears
Pointless words without any meaning
Say sayonara and i'll bid farewell to you

2009-07-12T12:44:00.006+08:00

Hurray I'm having a headache due to LACK OF SLEEP
Actually stayed up the night and mugged on my jap as well as to see whether sammy really never online.

I feel super like a zombie!
RESILENCE!
Gonna chiong chinese project with the others in evening on msn
Though i don't understand what we're supposed to do
Cher's drowning us with work
Got to finish all of it by TODAY!!!!!!!!

YESTERDAY

Went jap class as usual
Changed classes so i had to sit at the second last row which is BAD BAD BAD!
Lesser things to say cus ppl infront will steal your ideas
Ate the $3.50 potato meal with Melek and skipped going to Hokkaido food fair cause Kiko fell sick due to not slping and i Shirley didn't have money.
Took MRT and walked to DTE with Melek.
Went to COSFEST!!!!
OMG, SUPERHHHHHHHHH, but quite boring actually.
Wanted to get a dollfie but didn't =(( No money =((

*Drawings on Graffiti wall*

*Up close 1*

*Up close 2*

*Up close 3*(Blue is drawn by Melek's friend)

*Cosplay* The character behind the girl freaked me out totally!

*Random person changing into his duck suit?*

Shall end my post here :) Byebyes<3

2009-07-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Urghh. i vomitted , horrible taste in my mouth.
I think it was due to eating lunch today..
Gahh, horrible, i feel like throwing up again =/

2009-07-09T17:16:00.002+08:00

Whoooo, just got back homeeeee~
Dict left school early todayyyy! And he come haolian to me say he tio pc wa 2.
Blahhhzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!!!!! Shall go maple spam him ltr=X(just once in a month or so)
Few of us were quite pissed with the teachers tooo!!
Went to white sands after school with shirley<3
Crapped, talked, laughed, slacked, ate, walked, bought with her =DD
Saw old school mates there too.
Gahh! One of them waved at me after i called his name.. dhen, he asked "Who are you?"
Superh diaooooooo!
The boy who forgot me = Iman
The boy whom i met = Hernhui
The girl i waved at = i forgot her name>< SORRY!

Ohohohoho. =X

2009-07-08T17:50:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to post, what to say, what to do.
Everything that i seem to do is wrong some way or another.
Why can't things go back the way it used to be.
I'd rewind time and make things "right" the way you guys want it.
I can't stand myself sometimes and i know neither can you

Turn things round and let you have your way.
wna see your joyous smiles that bright up my life.
Won't think twice, just do it
Seems so right, but yet so wrong.
Tomorrows gonna be a better day
I WANT TO SHOUT! LETS GO FOR IT!
1,2,3 Whos coming with me.
I WANT TO JUMP! JUMP & JUMP ALL DAY!
4,5,6, Join the fun with me.

& i dunno how to continue.
Not gonna maple from tmr onwards..
Delete me if you want to.. baibais

2009-07-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

The day started off quite fine until i came back to maple.
Was talking to Kenn and accidently dao-ed ayumi nuerh and now she is angry at ME
Not that i'm complaining or whatever but I play maple to help relax and crap the stress outta me.
But it seems more like going to maple is making me even more unhappy and i nvr get peace for 1 day.. JUST 1 DAY..
Gahh! can i say something i always say?

FOOK LIFE!

2009-07-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Gahh! My mum is really NOT doing her job as a MOM.
PooP! i hate this family, it's barely near perfect .
I'd rather live on the streets and have a complete family with love
Not this bias, two-faced family who scrooge on everything and biggest achievement is give their children misery.

Cried once today. Due to the fact i already "tahan" this crap very long.
Thank Titus daddy and ayuki nuerh for cheering me up, listening and worrying<33
Today was kinda crappy for me..
J isn't replying me even though he's on msn..
He doesn't msg me much.
And somehow i think . Am i the only one trying to closen our "relationship"
Maple stead btw not rl cus i can't give poop .
blahh!

I hate uploading pics, its slow and lagging my comp .
FYI. MY COMP IS NOT NOOB! I REPEAT NOT NOOB!

2009-06-29T20:35:00.003+08:00

Say hihihihihihi!
Got caught for my hair upon entering school.
BLAHHHZXZ.
I find Kiko VERY PWETTY TODAY<333
brought my camera and took a number of shots.
Not posting those with my faces in it though.
Maybe tomorrow when the pictures are nicer =DD
Many new teachers came, many of our teachers changed.
GAHH. i sooooo dam predict i'm gonna fail maths. WDH?

2009-06-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

Heya peepies~
Well, i'm at my Grandparents house now..
Dissapointing thing is that i cant maple..
And MSN is giving me some probs and not showing all my contacts.
Goodnews is that i'm able to enjoy my sour plums and stare at the ceiling everday<3
Wheeeeheeees.
I'm having fever =( and i get dizzy when i stand.. Everything justs starts to blank out =(
totally shagged, i don't hate coming here, but there aint no maple for me =(
I was planning on lvlinq asap so that botak won't catch up ..
Awwwwwww. now i'll lack behind again ..
Msq me if theres anything =) i won't be online often till friday or maybe sat..
byebye<3

2009-06-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

I think i'm losing it..
....
today had some misunderstandings..
& i concluded justin is a very very scary person=(
quoted by maguire di
"So man"
I laughed =D. Rofl!
so maple today was super boring! and i'll be going to my ahma house tmr.
Don't miss me=(
ILY, my superh bhb buddies! <3<3

2009-05-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

Month1:Mommy im 4 inches long. It's so warm in here!
Month2:Mommy I hear your voice. It's a sweet luliby.
Month3:Mommy I just found out im a boy.Aren't you glad?
Month4:Mommy I learned how to suck my thumb! Iget alot of exercise! I can turn my head and stretch.Month5:Mommy why are you crying it makes me cry to see you cry even if you can't see me.
Month6:Mommy that docter lied to you. I am real. I don't like that docter at all.
Month7:Mommy I hear that docter again. Whats Abortion?WOW Mommy I feel a needle its burning Mommy! help me! I can't get away from it... Mommy it's ok i'm in God's hands now and he explained to me what Abortion is.How could you do this?Didn't you want me Mommy?
(i stole this from a guy on the web) credits to shannon. Tragic isnt it?

Oh and do this quiz, put it in your blog, andlink it to my tagboard, i want to see=O

What would you do if.....
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized :
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:
WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?
HAVE YOU EVER:
22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?
MORE:
28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. What song do you think would describe me best?
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
Credits to shannon as well.

If any of this was create by YOU, just tell me, i wont mind creditting.

2009-05-22T17:39:00.002+08:00

Helos!
Okay, right now thre's a mosquitoe biting me.
Ms woon is acting her almighty self.
Maple is f-ing wasting my time.
Weather is super hot.
So, my mood for the day is
DULAN!
Uber frustrated right now>.>

#1. mosquitoes flying about and biting me.
I can't even see it, and its really getting itchy.
#2. i cant march, jump, run since i injured my knee awhile back.
And she claims i never talk to her.Everyone knows but her.
Wasnt she the one who said, take the initiative to ask? I'll shoot thisright back at her face.
The other gb girls told me i was replaced , but she says cannot.
You think you're almighty, just cause you're incharge.
oh please, do you think we really go to CCA cuse you want us to?
NO. its cause of juniors.
You pick on me, each time, everyone does the same thing, but i'm always the only one to get scolded. you're crossing the line. I've never liked getting scolded when i aint in the wrong.
You think i can be pushed around just cause i've never talked back to you before.
NEWSFLASH. I give teachers FACE! Just because i don't doesnt mean i don't know how.
Cross the lne again and you'll she what you get.
My parents know that i hate CCAs. I can't give poop whatyou wanna say to them, do it by all means. I'd rather talk their scolding for 1 day then put up with CCA for the rest of the year.
#3. maple patch thingy lastd a entire day, Literally 24 hr + So yeah, i felt stinking poop about it.
And now, i deleted the etire thing cause yesterday, it was hackshield error, today it was patch error. Totally stinks. And my maple ring expires on thurs, how to chiong now =(

Exam results was a stinking bunch of poop.
don't even wanna talk about it.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
LOVE LOVE LOVE LVOE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
-ShiRleY
-KiKo
-JuNMinG
-KarKheNg
-MeLisSa.C
-SOoKwAi
-DaNpiNg
-SaNdY
-MaGuiRe
-DeOn
-ZiJiNg
-CiNdy
-SoPhiA.T
-RaChEl.T
-FaNgTheNg
-WaiKeNg
-TiTuS
-BeNeDiCt
-AtiQaH
-WaiKiat
-AvRiL
-XiNyiNg
-SwEeTenG
-SyAkiRiN
-YvOnNe
-TeReSa
-JaMiE
-JeaN
-JeanNiE
-ChaRmAinE
-LaUrA
-ShErMin
I guess thats all for now=O

2009-05-13T18:03:00.002+08:00

CHICKEN BACKSIDE!

supposed to wake up at 9 today, but momma decided to forget..
So i ended up waking up at 10+ and i couldnt go out to buy hotcakes.
WHY? cause its dam freakin hot, the sun shining like n one's business.
So i decided to go maple. and guess what?
Theyhad a maintenance whih was supposed to last till 2..
So nevermind.. i went you-tubing until 12 and went back to my studying=O
Checked back at 2, and they said it was postpone to 4..
So nevermind again, things like that do happen..
Continued studying... and studying and studying...
At 5pm i went to check.. i went like..
*CHICKEN BACK SIDE ~!#$%^&#@!~#@!~* =O
so yes, the thingy was postponed again till 6!.
AND NOW IS 6 AND THE THING IS STILL ON MAINTENANCE!
what a great day it is, no school but i can't maple all day as well!

BLAHHs!

2009-05-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

=O
comp crashed, nomore maple!
I'M SADDDD!
there's 2x when my comp crash, it makes me SADDER!
& Deon aint training cux maple life sux without me! =D he's sooo loved=P
lets hope my comp will be fixed by next sunday cuz i needa chiong !
baka JM is already lvl 10x when i aint around. goshh i hate him!

sushi attempt for lunch was rather sick...
my hands are sticky, gooey and very wrinkled=/
mama tried all crazy dishes for sushi and i lost my appetite after 1 roll=O
and here i am blogging like no ones business because i'm plain bored.
there's nothing to do, studying makes me go crazy. I WANT TO CHONG MAPLE!
maple helps me pass time and i'mgetting addicted to itagain=O

Recently had a nameless tagger on the tagboard.
and i am quite pissed with this kinda of people.
why?
cuz they cant keep their itchyfingers to themselves=O
it's thanks to this kind of people that people either close their tagboard, quit blogging.
Or even worse, stop posting pictures, which will make blogging turn boing!
i can't understand why people do this kind of things..
Does it benefit them? does it even do them any good.
So if you're one of these people, you can just jolly wll press the red X and off you go!
i don't need people i don't know giving me such negative and childish comments=O

last of all , HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MOTHERLY MOTHERS OUT THERE=O

2009-05-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

i screwed my lit, maths as well as MT paper real badly=/
tomorrows el and maths p1...
Lets hope its easy.
Gotta continue mugging!
I'll be on HIATUS-
byebye=D

2009-05-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

I finally updated the previous post >.>

29.4.o9

Thank you GB girls for buying sushi, chocolate and the cute muffin for me!
Also, thank you for the pink wishes! <3
And i was super paiseh when you guys sang that song.
Even though i only ate 1 sushi, it was delicious ! =D
Thank you soooo much!
<3>

Thank you DanPing for the hello kitty softtoy as well as cake=D
The cake was yummy, but the hello kitty soooo cute until i dare not eat ><
You're the best friend i had since sec 1=D
Though i show you alot of attitude, you never fail to be by my side when i need you.
Thank you girl<3

Thank you Jolina for singing me the birthday song and wishing me happy birthday even though i don't know you and never talked to you before=D Stay pretty!

Thank you my dearest F&N mates!
you guys are soooo sweet and cherished<3
Thanks for singing the bday song for me<3
Also thank you ms chua for the extra ferrero rocher.
We'll miss you lots!
but don't worry, we will have a F&N group outing ! =D?

Xiexie shirley for the cute cute pink catty photoframe!
mwacks mwacks.
Smile more uhh! don't sooo glum=)

Xie cindy for the white sign thing! =D

Thank you all for the birthday wishes and little pressies! <3
Sorry if i missed out any names.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

30.4.o9

Had exams .
Chose the qns on a friend dissapointing you.
Quite difficult, can't ell if i scaled through or not.
=/
Chinese was worst.
I wrote about handphones.

Thank you Ms junainah for the birthday card,
really sweet messages inside<3

thank you laura for the notebook<3
=D

thank you those who wished me belated birthday wishes.
.

here's the photos for the last GB session.
The sian sian faces of the GB GIRLS during bible study------

We had games after that, and an accident took place.
Rachel headbutt-ed sweeteng.
Sweeteng had a cut on her knee.
Rachel had a blue black on her head.

here's a close up if you cant see properly. >.>

2009-04-24T22:08:00.005+08:00

WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES IN TOMORROW! I;M TIRED

Seriously, I didn't cry for nothing okay?
Everytime you all need study, do you see me taking my time eating?
Darn i don't even eat! i just sit around and wait for you guys to finish your work.
Today, i needed to study for my maths test..
You all go eat, i follow.nevermind that the queue-ing up time took 10+ mins.
But shit! you guys took 20-30 mins to eat?
And whats more, you guys dilly dallied another 3 mins away!
leaving me with 10 mins to study for the frig test which was during ss period.
HOW SELFISH, PIGHEADED CAN YOU GUYS GET!
In a moment of anger, i just chionged up the stairs NOT caring about my darned knee which was worse then before!
Oh, i forgot, did i ever mentioned that maybe i shouldn't go with you guys anymore?
I'm the odd one out,
I feel like a dog, following you guys here and there.
And i hate people putting people aeroplane.
but thats what you guys do. i've had it.

thank you,
kiko for asking if i needed someone to share with
syafiah for caring
karkheng didi for worrying and making me laugh
benedict for making me laugh with karkheng
laura for the packet of sweets to make me stop crying
Weiyang for teaching me maths
Jason for asking countless time' what happen'
And the others if i never named you!

Okay, on we go!
Cindy and fangtheng came to my house today!
So we bought our lunch from SUPERDOG! Shopped for cookie ingredients.
AND 3,2,1!LETS GO!

First of all, we have cindy engrossed with my photo album!

After that, we went down to start baking her cookies!
First step!, mix the sugar + butter together!

LOOK AT HOW HAPPY SHE IS!

Next we add in the eggs and vanilla essence!
remember folks, baking doesnt seem all that yummy!

It somehow reminds you of softboil egg doesn't it?

So we put the thingy into oven and heres pictures while waiting.!

ICING SUGAR...

Concentrate!

'Don't make me laugh'

Back to concentrating.......

She's putting all her love into it! :D

our tiny cookies in the oven

Out from oven

My decorated cookies

love it!

Her love cookie, END RESULT! SUCCESS!

*Claps claps* Well, thats the end, GOODNIGHT!

P.S. i hate my fringe, it keeps dropping,,

2009-04-24T20:37:00.010+08:00

BARKERS & PEBBLES~!

CLOUDS!

Adli reading a book! how rare is that!

Pay no attention to the 3 pretty girls but instead to the 2 boys at the back =D

The guaikias of FNN!

MEOW-ZEE!

KIRIN!

Taken during EL lesson =) Hello WAIKIAT!

Photos on CNy!

2009-04-23T17:21:00.001+08:00

Pictures will come later =)

2009-04-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

Had FNN practical.
Super rushed, no mood in cooking today,but forced myself anyway..
Gave Raj my nasi lemak as well as one goreng pisang.
And that leaves my with 2 half of goreng pisang.
Ate half of it and gave it to waikiat.
LoL LoL.
Surprisingly talked to Waikiat alot today.
Physics was a bore......................................................
Accident at the T- junction... Walked a big round just to cross the road.
there were 3 bus 3 busses and 2 bus 17 buses stuck at the traffic light.
So alot of people had to wait for the bus bus. And the sun was sorching hot.

Sms-ed Daryl and Junmind today, its been quite long since i chatted with them luh.
Happy belated birthday Daryl! sorry for not remembering.
7 more days!, i want my pressies luh!

Here's a post for OHKARKHENG
Hello beloved DIDI!
that time i never include your name you angry.
So nah, i post your name bigbig!

`You cheer me up when i'm down.
& when i'm sad you make me smile.
You're one of a kind, precious and nice
so i promise you, you won't be forgotten.
-TO OHKARKHENG

2009-04-18T20:44:00.003+08:00

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVRIL AND FANGTHENG.

I aint being a 'spoilsport'
I just didnt feel like going cuz, i dont wanna go home change, get money and waste it on the arcade. Has it ever occured to you that maybe i'm saving up on something else.
You say when its my birthday, i would also want people to celebrate with me.
NEWSFLASH! Who was it that pangsehed me last year at the last minute?
My birthdays for the rest of my secondary school years are POINTLESS!
1 day before exam. Who could celebrate, you tell me.
Whats worse, its on a wednesday this year. I don't think people would be willing to go out after 4pm and celebrate, especially when theres exam the next day right?
Ah , Eff it all , say what you want, i can't be bothered.
besides , thats what i'm trying to right now, stray away from everyone.
i sit at a side, looking at how immature people around me are behaving, Stabbing each others back, childish much?
I keep quiet, because no matter what i do or how good of a friend i am, i always come in last.
Even if i vanished right now, i don't think anyone would notice.
So , just shutup, keep your own comments to yourself cause i don't need to hear it!

Okay, i said what pissed me off for the day.
Hahhh, I think its about time i posted some pictures on my blog.
Probably the next post or so.
But then again, i feel lazy uploading them.
Right now, if you ask me, who are the people i love most in 3/6,
i would say Atiqah( E Horneh), Jason(E Sexyleg), Benedict(E BHB). This 3 never fail to make me smile and laugh like there's no tomorrow.

2009-04-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

Chinese oral was !"#$%&'()=~
I forgot nearly all my vocab and was using what teachers would call it, 'primary school chinese'
esspecially the passage, i was guessing nearly every word that appeared.
Screw it.

I decided on not baking a cake anymore since XFF don't like sweet things.
I was planning to make a cake for both XFF and A.T sista. But forget it.
Now i problem deciding what to buy... shiiitttsssss.

There isnt much to post actually. Well, goodbye

2009-04-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHHA!
Bleach is out with a new opening song!
Its kinda nice.
just like one piece, i prefer the previous one.
GAHHH!
I totally screwed up my oral..
Was laughing with Mr shafie since the pic conv and the discussion.
WTF?!?!?!?!?!
OHGOSH!,Byebye i gotta study for tests!
Happy Birthday Emma!

2009-04-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

& if looks could kill, you'd be ten feet down the ground

2009-04-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

Ahh, crap projects with crappy topics.
I can scold colourful languages, but i shall refrain from doing that.
I feel that i'm getting more and more pissed with things.
Like i can't control my temper..
maybe i'm getting more and mmore short - tempered.
Anyone has a cure for this? Cause i really hate myself when i'm like that.
I get pissed off over the slightest thing.
All of a sudden, i feel like studying abroad in America, California and such.
It seems soo much more fun there. =]

2009-04-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

My knee feels like it can dislocate anytime.-
I got to get my skin whiter! I'm soo dark now, the foundation doesn't match my skin!
i seriously ought to fix my phone soon, its been like what? 3 months!
Now i'm jealous of sya. She is soo lucky to have a boyf. Hope they last long!
I want a boyf, someone i can rely on, someone to trust, someone to lend a shoulder and comfort me when i'm down. But at the same time, i still think this kind of guy is only imaginary.
I can't feel love from my friends anymore. maybe because i'm shutting myself away.
I can't feel love from my parents, maybe because i feel pressurrized by them always comparing me to their friends 'elite' child.
I feel alone, then again, maybe it was meant to be.
Maybe it's time i move on to a new group of friends.
Uhh, what am i saying.

2009-04-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

Freak!
I twisted my kneeysterday afte coing home from dinner with my relatives.
I was closingthe gate and suddenly, my knee gave way.
So i fell. It hurts alot and i can't walk.
All the days of traiing for speechday was a waste for me.
I cried so much, not cause its pain but cause i feel let down the squad.
I went for all the sessions even the last final one, but i twisted my knee and i cant attend the actual thing. It sucks big time.
Now my entire right knee is swollen and i can't walk.
Moving around the bed is already tortue, talk about going to the toilet.
I can't go to church on friday, nor can i do my project,
Really sorry people..
GOSH, I CANT BELIEVE MY LUCK.

2009-04-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

One Piece 395 is with a new theme song! ><.
I preferred the previous one though..
Had a very horrible pain in my stomach this morning.
Sorry yiting mummy, had to cancel our breakfast..
I have running nose too.
It sucks big time.
I'm a very sick girl right now.
Rushing through my project since its due tmr.
I hate late minute project work. Seeing as we cant meet up discuss and get everything over and done with. Instead, it had to be broken into parts etc.
Seriously, next time if its last minute, i will just forget about it.
&its seems like i'm the only one doing the writeup.
The hardest task. While you guys only find pictures which i also did.

Hold me close,
Hug me tight,
Don't let go,
Cause you're mine tonight.
(Random)

2009-04-02T16:40:00.002+08:00

Okay, went to the polyclinic today.
And with Kiko cursing/ saying i will die etc..
It aint brightening up my mood.
I know many people will be glad if i die sooner.
but hell, get a life, i won't be! I have many dreams to accomplish.
Okay. Doctor don't really know whats wrong so he prescribe the medicine first.
But now i am freaked out since if i don't get better by 28/4, I gotta go for a scan.
Ahh!
I'm going back to school tmr XD

2009-04-01T19:15:00.003+08:00

Came home early today.
My tummy was hurting again due to i dont know what reason since the fourth period.
Ate LorMaiKai with kiko, mel, sook, sandy and DP.
Then mel sent me to the sick bay. TY ILU girl.
Sheri, Ong, The staff there came to ask if i was okay and if i needed anything.
Was really really kind luhh.
Soon, they on-ed the aircon and a sec 4 girl came in.
She was having a bad flu.
So we rested and i dozed off.
It was dim and freezing cold slept very soundly as well.
Woke up at 12 to see the senior go and was wondering when mel was coming since she said she wanted to pei me.
Woke up again at 1.30 and decided to go back to class since its maths.
mama came to fetch me so i skipped physics.
She said if one more time then go see doctor.
I'm kinda afraid. i don't like doctors they scare me.
Guess i'll go rest now. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

2009-03-29T17:41:00.002+08:00

Computers are boring for me now.
theres practically nothing to do online.
Well aside from Msn and e-mailing.
I remember how i used to be unable to live without the internet for 1 day.
But now, it seems like i can withstand not using the computer for weeks.
Gotta go eat sushi with my papa and bro.

P.S. the house is full of icky lizards. Ewww GROSS!

2009-03-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

And seriously, anyone who's reading this post, watch KOIZORA.
Romance, tear jerker on the last episode :D

Today is HIS birthday. But i don't know if he changed number.
Besides, i don't even think he remembers or wants to remember me.
If he even happens to pass by this blog, which is a 0%.
I still want to say.
Happy Birthday Wisely.

I practically didn't pay attention for all classes today.
Chionging through all my leftover homework.
Seriously, the teachers are murderous.
having said that, i better clean up my room since people are coming tmr.

2009-03-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

And my holiday was spent with boring days at first and busy days towards the end.
I made 2 new friends, Haruki and emily :)
Tomorrows' school and guess what?
I havent started on my homework yet.
Ohkay, so heres what i did for the past 3 days!

Friday, woke up at 11, bathed and headed off for dunno what hotel.
Buffet for lunch and boy was i full.
The desert there is superb! The food there is yummy as well, but too bad, i don't eat seafood except for my tobiko and ebiko sushi. And maybe others as well :)
The staff there were very kind luh, and there was this malay staff, keep help me push out and push in the chair, so gentlemen. LOL.
The first time he help me pull the chair out, i thought the chair going fall and i paniced! Like omg.
Super paiseh, and i think i ate the raspberry desert that was with alcohol cause it tasted pretty funny but delicious at the same time.
headed back home and reached at probably around 5.

Saturday, Went to Loyang point to get certain things.
Came home, bathed and slacked alittle while..
Headed for The SAF seaview resort with mummy for prasat birthday party
I was stunned, they looked different from how they were the last time i saw them.
Also, there were lots of food and it looked soooo tempting, Whats more, its all homemade!
but also super oily but i guess thats okay since it tasted superlicious!

Today, Woke up surprising late today.
Ate breakfast while watching ouran koukou hostclub again.
I find the internet boring nowadays, theres basically nothing to do.
if i had to rank my animes that i watch, i'd say.
#1Ouran highschool hostclub(Comedy, schoolife,romance)
#2One piece(action, comedy, fiction)
#3Bleach(action, comedy, fiction)
#4D.gray-man(action, comedy, fiction)
#5Kamikaze kaitou jeanne(Comedy,romance,fiction)
#6Junjou romantica(yaoi, romance, comedy)
#7Cardcaptor sakura(cute, funny, romance)
#8Sailormoon(fiction, comedy, cute, romance)
#9Power rangers(action, fiction)
#10Tengen toppa gurren lagaan(-)
I guess i should go do a little homework before i go to sleep.
Bbyebye!

2009-03-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

Ok, seriously.
Why does most of the available jobs be modelling??!?!
I can't find any job that i'm interested in and thats totally shagged!
I know i'm fat and all, you guys don't have to rub it in.
Does it ever occur to you that my body does NOT burn calories fast like yours?
Apparently, no matter how little i eat, i'm still fat so buzz off.
It's cus my body burns calories super slow thats why i'm this fat.
BLAHHS. maybe i should go on fruit diet>.>

2009-03-19T22:40:00.001+08:00

Say goodbye to friendster:D

I'm done done done with friendster.

Blogging is more of my thing :D

Anyway, today was really really boring.

The internet totally sucks and i can't do any research for F&N..

Shagged.

2009-03-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up surprising early today.
Ate beehoon and my mango cakee.
Read fanfics for bout hour or so then bathed.
Took my time to get ready and left the house about 2.20.
Took bus 3 and saw alot of NPCC from our sch on the way.
Metup with Cincintoh,Stlf and Rachtoh for SAKAEEEE.
I reached on the DOT:D
Ordered plenty of servings and the waiter was pissed i think..
That look on his face was like saying..
<.<
RachToh was like asking if this need money that need money..
First time at sakae for her, should have celebrated a little though.
Bough snacks for my little pebbles and barkers.
Okay.. maybe pebbles aint little anymore. :D
Was supposed to come my house to bake cookies since CinCin want learn for her 1 year..
But looking at the time. we changed it to Sat instead.
HeAded back home and guess what?
The internet is pissing me off.
Constantly on and off the MSN sound is bugging me and my blog music cant play.
RWARRRS.

今日はすごっく厚いね。いつも汗日処理にある。でも、今日も本当に嬉しいです。

2009-03-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

Japan class was hilarious today!
Kuriyama sensei was telling us how a sentence can be changed with just a letter.
Went to fairprice to find kinder surprise but there were NONE. WTF!??!?!!
So in the end i just bought my original kinder bueno + m&n mint flavoured(YUM!)

I seriously HATE the holidays..
Boring, there's nothing to do. Hell lots of HOmework to do.
AHHH!!

好きの人は誰ですか？今私はわからない。

2009-03-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

Went for competition on Sat,
And i'm posting now because....
I was too busy watching sailormoon. hehe *scratch head*
OK, left for junyuan at about 7.15 because the others told me they left at 7.10..
And like wth.. i reached at 7.45 but no one was there.
Super embarassed, everybody keep looking.
Sweeteng come first then we waited for the rest.
Went to toilet to make ourselves look neat..
And guess what?!!?!?!?
We use alot and lots of gel and spray and my hair was the hardest among all of them.
Skip that. Competition was fun and short.
Made a couple of mistakes..
blahhs.. But in the end we won a bronze :D
The bus driver has a really short span on attitude..
He wait awhile then dun want wait, ownself drive off.
Make until we have no bus to go back..
So in the end we had to bus back with St. hildas. TY GIRLS.
:D:D:D

Speech day today real boring and really pissed me off.
BLAHS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANPING

...

2009-03-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

I've said it from the very start of the year haven't I?
'We will drift apart, I am the only one in a different class while you guys are all together'
Weren't you guys who said that we will be together.
That we have an hour of recess to bond or was I mistaken?
We are good friends, but now, I'm starting to feel left out.
Is it just me imagining things?
Is it because i'm shutting everyone out of my life.
Each time i keep quiet, you ask me if I'm fine.
And my typical answer will be yes or it's nothing.
I'm a bad liar, because I'm sincere when i say things.
take for example, what i said to atiqah
'It doesn't matter if you clip or let down your fringe, your still Atiqah'
Or what i said to Kiko which was said to be chim
'You are you for who you are and what you do. If you start acting like another, you weren't be that special one anymore'
Or Sookwai when she wanted to wear contact lens
'If you are worried that people say they 'copy' you, then don't wear. But here's the point, there is only 2 choices. Specs or Lens. Half the population in SG are probably wearing contact lens. Are the other people who said you 'copy' them gonna go around SG telling the other half of the population that they also 'copy''
[I changed abit of what i said cause there's too much to type and alot of Singlish]
I admit, sometimes i throw a tantrum, and start scolding people around me but if you didn't provoke me i wouldn't have done it.
I let my emotions flow freely, causing people to worry when i cry.
I am stubborn and selfish which is a huge problem.
I know i have alot of faults, but think about it, am i the only one here with faults like this?

Be it crying, laughing, having fun, smiling, we will be together, won't we?

I've learnt to let the past go, and look forward to tomorrow,
I've wasted enough time, devoting myself to him.
but all that's gonna change from now as i start planning for my future.
Overseas study, a job, getting married maybe even having kids
But for now, a teenagers' task is to study and learn and gain knowledge
The infomation is soo great which my brain tries hard to take.
Look into the future and forget the past happenings.
that is what will lead to a promising start and a happy ending.

Was supposed to go jogging today with mama, but i guess she was really tired so i decided to let her rest instead.
Being real moody today and i guess tomorrow won't be any better especially with P.E.. I don't exactly hate P.E. more of a i don't like the teachers and activities that take place.
People were asking if i'm alright the entire day and i just kept answering P.M.S and they were like OHHHhhhh... *laughs* My moodswings are really unstable, 1 min i can laugh and the next you'll see me crying. It's scary that i even scare myself sometimes.
Skipped cheer practice and bus-ed home. I haven't touched my HW at all.. OH DEAR ME!
Well i guess i shall end my naggy post here. Byebye!

P.S the moon is really beautiful today:)

2009-03-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to post about..
There are 101 things that i can post but i can't post because i don't wanna wreck my brain thinking of cheesy lines to rhyme my sentences together..
PMS don't bug me.

2009-02-21T11:13:00.000+08:00

It seems as if i havent posted in ages.
But i'm starting again..
I'm busy + stress. school work piling up and all.
I've been crying almost everyday for the past 2-3 weeks maybe?
Cause someone just had to open their big mouth and shout ------ to my face..
I already put that feeling aside but thanks to that.. i remembered about ------...
And it aint helping when i have my pms and friends around to mention more about it nor did it help during Valentine's day as well.
ARGH! I took like forever to put that relationship aside..
But it just took 1 person with a big mouth to mention and everything is back to square 1.
I don't want to bother anyone with this dumb thing that happened long long ago.
and forget that. put that aside and i'll be fine.

Everyone aint perfect, even the best looking people aint perfect.
So why is it that people have to comment on other people's outer appearance.
It's not as if you are oh so perfect, what gives you the right to comment on others.
For one, i don't care if a person is ugly or pretty or handsome or whatever.fine, except those who look like ticos . And i might be a little bit of a racist. Blahhs.
I only care about their personality.
It doesnt matter how you tie your hair, it doesnt matter if you are a girl or boy, it doesnt matter how you look. God created everyone to be special and unique. You are still you no matter what you do to yourself be it your body, hair, face whatsoever. But if there one thing same about us, that would be we are created and loved by God. So whoever you are, just continue to be yourself, people like the way you are, thats why they are your friends. :D

Didnt go for GB today, Nor did i attend maths remedial.
i was supposedly sick with stomachache, running nose. and perhaps lethargic as well.
I seem to have alot of complaints in life, maybe i'm just stress out with studying and maybe pissed with all the backstabbers also known as friends in my life.
Blahhs!

2009-01-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

And hellos PEEPS!
Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there!
O, And happy holidays to all the non-chinese!
Money money come to meeee!
Pics are awful. And i sorta hate my some of my aunties and uncles cause they are so darn hypocritical. It sarks just listening to them, spoiling my mood on the first day of new year...
Oh well, i have to just let it go.
I'm tired already.goodnite people!
Sorry for the short post.

2008-12-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Since me and STLF talked about twit just now,
I shall post in twit for once.

Swensens wus a blastt euu noe?
Veryy veryy niice f00d lehs!
Chocolatee miilkshakee , mhmmmss. XD0
Tabao our friies cuz tuhh full tuhh eeat anym0ree.
Yayyiees, Iie spent $68 on dhee shiseido rebondingg.
Of course shiseido cuus i trustt Japan productss.
aands whddya noe?, It twurned outt fwuglyy!
Iie meanns myye haiir, nott dhee brandd.
Dhe auntie thwere was reawwie nicee, she did herr j0b vehh fastt as well.
QUACK.(shall try a new way of typing later)
Dhe straightening wus realliie realliie hawt!
Muaii scalp paiin paiin w0rhhxzxz.
Dhen dhe thiingyy stiinkyy stiinkie derhx!
Waaahhhhh . cann0rtt tahanns lehhx.
STFL berii berii kwute euu noex?
Iie kiip laughiing andd laughingg cux she tuhh kwutee lerhhx.
MUAHAHAHas.
T00k a bus bacck butt muaii haiir sh0000000 stiinkiie iie vehry paiisehh lehhx.
QUACK! QUACK!(here on, take away all the 'q's)
okaqys nqow i:'m reqallqy boqreqd yqou kqnoqw?
Blqahqh, aqnqd i haqvqe to orqganqize thqe ouqtqing.
!"#$%&'()=~=#".
bqyebqye pqoeqple.
mucqh loqve.

2008-12-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

yipee,
24jan = girls day out for us GB girls.
I'm superh happy and booked for weekends on january.
Busy busy days to come.
Cindy, Sophia I LOVE YOU!

shopping, camwhoring, nails, hair, food, walking, chatting, buying, spending.
Dresses, shoes, assesories, shorts, shirts, skirts, caps, makeup, CLOTHES.

24 JAN, YOU ARE BOOKED BY ME! DONT BACK OUT!
ITS A SAT AND THERE SHOULD BE NO GB THANKS TO CNY.
those who cant come do inform anyone possible XD

2008-12-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

most unique characteristic about the Shingleback Lizard, is that they are monogamous.
That’s right - they're good old-fashioned romantics; what great role models they are!
Every year during breeding season they track down their same partner. How special is that? And it proves that even a lizard can be commited for love.
-australian zoo-

Aint that sweet?
The male takes 2 weeks to court the female but once they mate, they stay true to each other for life and maybe even after death.
Even a cold-blooded reptile can be faithful to one-another, so why cant humans do that?
It makes me wonder..

2008-12-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Mel aiai, cheer up, you have your friends and everyone for you.
I'll always be there for you.<3

I'm kinda angry at shawny for not replying to my messages.

My cousin is sticking to me like a magnet.
She is f-ing rude to my grandma which pisses me off.
Even my grandma says she guailan, and i cant agree more.

I'm going out tomorrow with mel and koko maybe.
MOVIE!!

And i'm going back to Yishun for the weekend.
Which makes me feel overjoyed.

AND CONGRATS TO MYSELF FOR 5 MONTHS SINGLEHOOD!
5/36 months.
I'm almost 1/6 there.

2008-12-10T09:08:00.001+08:00

heyos peeps!
I wont be around Pasir Ris for the holiday , insets sad face.
Staying at my grandma house and now, i've gotta stay at bukit panjang to take care of my cousin.
Blahhhs!!!
I'll be bored outta my life .
I wanna go out sooo badly.
Mel i miss you, dont think too much about it.
Zijing , stupid ass, and you claim you my number 1 kor.

2008-12-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

3 day 2 night camp at TAONAN ..

First Day:
Shagged, woke up at 6, bathed and rushed to find Gb polo tee.
Mama drove me to school at 7.55 and bought me breakfast as well.
Waited outside school with Avril and Sweeteng for the others.
The royalty arrived at 8.20 so we slowly walked into school.
MsWoon thought we forgot about camp.
Uber surprised when the boys came with tiny bags while we brought a number of bags.
Bussed to Taonan and got into grouping.
Last year charmaine was the `SUAY` one, this year, it was me.
Had games and such..
Slept in the same Classroom with avril and rachel XD.
The mass dance was horrible and GAY.
The showdown was UBER UBER FUN..
Balloons splashing and all..
There was this one girl who has No sportsman ship..
If you want to play, get hurt or what dont complain..
People splash water balloon at you also part of the game and you complain about your shirt getting wet, its meant to be like that.
Bathed with Rachel in the cubicle with the shower..
The water was pathetic..
Went back to class to dry my hair and was wondering why the Avril havent come back..
Apparently, the water supply was cut off cuz they dint pay water bill>.>
The Nightwalk caused me to have a BIG BUMP on my head..
Dumb youyan nvr tell me to bend down and i hit a metal pole..
Was tired and slept after a hour of uncomfort..

Second Day:
Woke up feeling horrible all over..
Muscles were aching every inch of my body..
Ballon sculpting workshop was fun cuz we sat together talking instead of listening. XD
Drama workshop was abit.. Zzzz.
Boring and boring.. Very embarassed as we did the CHICKY DANCE..
Sat out in the treasure hunt as i had dizzy spells..
bathed half way then josephine summoned us to help decorate the hall.
Rachel and I quickly wear our clothes still with shampoo in our hair..
DUMB DUMB DUMB!
Sweat alot and felt quite pissed.. but i let out the air while blowing a few dozen of balloons.
Glam night was not spectacular..
The fans suddenly went off due to not paying electricity bills.
Sat in the third row and was a little stuffy..
Shinyshiny was up on stage dancing and all..
I was nearly blinded by her, She was beatifully eyecatching that everyone's eye nearly popped out.
I think her name was sheena, shiny sheena, omg that rhymes.
Headed back to class to slack and pack our bags..
Time passed fast as some went to bathe and the few of us camwhored.
Went a little crazy and the little kiddys looked at us as if we were from another planet..
Around 12, Sophia and Fangtheng suddenly intrude into our room and i was shocked!
I thought who break into our room ..
Sweeteng was supposed to come as well but i think she fell aslp.
Girl talk with Avril till 2-3 and we kept looking at Sophia each time she changed her pose..
SUPER CUTE!!!! XDXD.
Woke up after 30 min but i thought Avril was asleep already so i went back to slp as well.

Third Day:
Cleaned the classroom and slacked as everyone came..
Prize presentation and all.
Grats to sophiats team..
Lunch was most horrible of the three days.
Got a little scolding from Josephine but soon turned out to be a laugh and share session..
Went for service and was kinda embarassed when the pastor noticed us and said camp unity..
We were in striking green and everyone was looking at us..
climb four storeys up and my legs went soft..
Chatted with Sophia and talked about dying and such,
About the tsunami thats about to hit us..
Dropped off at WS and saw titus friend..
Bought things to eat as well as bubble tea.
hehes, sat bus 17 home and walked..

Camp was worse then last year, thats for sure..

When i reached home, i wanted to lie on my bed and sleep..
but when i saw my room, it looked as if a tornado striked..
my mama went and `CLEAN` my room..
of course, i threw everything on the floor and dusted my bed and started crying..
I hate people touching my things without permission, and most of all i cant find the stuff i need.
i guess the stress and all took over..
Search yahoo related to tsunami hitting SG..
And chatted with Sophia on MSN again..
Soon, i told her my troubles and i cried non-stop..
She told me what she'd do and i really felt grateful..
Thank you Sophia dearest, you have no idea how much your words helped me..
Thanks Melissa aiai as well <3
Had a little issue with Zijing kor as well, but everything is all right now.

I really thank god
For giving me such good friends
For letting me live
For enabling everyone to feel love
Last but not least, for everything.
<3